Give Up

I thought I’d given up on you
Given up on you and our dreams
But when I was alone
I tore myself apart by the seams.

I thought I’d be alright,
I always said I’d be okay.
But when I look in the mirror,
All I see is a girl who didn’t stay.

How do I move on?
I pushed you until you broke.
I can’t think, can’t breathe
The tears begin to choke.

If I smile will you come back?
Cause I never learned how to forgive.
I was raised where fights meant leaving
And love wasn’t a way to live.